Loving you

I want you, its true
I cannot deny
But theres reasons why
I chose goodbye

I need you, at times
When im close to suicide
I need you to hold me
To not let me die

If only i had you in a way unknown
Baby, I'd love you
And never want to go home

If only these tears
I didnt have to cry
If i could have you,
Right here by my side