We didnt keep our promise

I sit on my bed
you open the door
yet i don't see
who i have been waiting for
your hair is different
so is your face
you look at me like I'm the disgrace
you gently laugh
as if i am funny
you sold you body for money
but now your older
and everything has changed
don't you remember?
when we acted the same
We were best friends
like no other that i had
but now your different and thats sad
you say your the same
and nothing is different
you used me and through me out
as if i was for rent
but look were you are
look at yourself
your pregnant with twins
because you hung out with men
you said it was an accident
and begged for my advice
but i couldn't help you
you choose that life
i wish i could have done something
when you deiced to change
it was to late
but I'm sorry you had that fate
you were so young,
gentle and sweet
the promise of forever friendship
we did not keep!:(