Kill me

Kill me
before I am destroyed by my pain.
i know you see
all the cuts along my vein
you cant pretend
i can see into your eyes
i know you dont want to comprehend
but i can see past your shallow lies
you say you dont understand.
no,its that you dont want to understand, just be quiet
my happiness has been banned,
I cut, I cry,I'm on a long term diet.
I'm hurt
I'm broken
I'm not different.
I'm just not willing to be fixed

Hayley ©