Till the day you take your life

I know you people
Think I'm insane
But you don't understand
I'm constantly in pain

I may be suicidal
But it hasn't happened yet
You don't go through what I do
I can make a bet

Your life isn't as hard
Thats why you don't understand
I can only try to make you see
What its like to be me

Did you grow up
In a broken home
With no friends and no food
While you sat alone

Did you grow up
With a drunken dad
One that smoked
Who made you sad

Did you grow up
Watching your mom
Slow ticking
Steady like a bomb

Did you grow up
Where drugs were all you had
The only thing to make you happy
The only thing to stop the sad

No you didn't,
So don't try and say
That I am crazy
For acting this way

You'll never know
What its like
Till the day
You take your life.