Letting Love Go

I want to f______ die
Don't need a reason why

Maybe this is for the best
Got something on my chest
Now it's at unrest

Let me be a whim
Just hold to memories of him
Our future's outlook has always been grim
I feel like I'm drowning and I cannot swim

All of the air, out of my lungs, I've blown
I'm meant to be forever alone
My feelings for you are now unknown
Those feelings that I'm supposed to postpone
I'm taking it out on me by cutting to the bone

Leave me to be
Can't you see
You are killing me
Just set me free
This my only plea
My Amber Marie