Why do i even try.
when i know in the end theres nothing for me but to cry,
my life is full of pain and hurt,
i get pushed around and treated like dirt,
why cant anyone see me for me,
and just let my life and me be,
all i ever wanted was for people to like me,
and thats theres so much of me to see,
but they all judge me and put me through pain.
all the words and the pain they put me through wont go away like an old stain,
but it seems the harder i try,
the bigger the hole i dig and the more i cry,
i do the things i do because i just want to feel wanted,
but everyone keeps on making me feel hurt taunted,
I'm a human being just like you,
so treat me the way you wanted to be treated too,
i want so much to die,
and be some where way up high,
so i don't have to be put through all of everyones hurt and pain.
i want to leave before i go insane,
well as i sit here and cry,
the more and more i want to die.
so i break my promises to my friends,
and want to go back to where maybe my life ends,
so i go back to cutting my wrist till i bleed and fall asleep,
fall into that sleep so deep,
that maybe i wont wake and have to go through anymore,
and i just have to close that one door,
the door separating my hurt and pain with my happiness and life,
so i pick up that knife,
for the very last time,
then theres nothing.........
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