Memory

My memory is a boy
He pretends that I'm not there
Like I'm a crystal glass
Or even just thin air

We had a history, you see
Though, it barely had a chance to start
It only counts because of a secret
One I will keep to my heart

Now he won't even look at me
I miss him more than I can say
Must've been my fault
But that's the price I have to pay

I remember when he first kissed me
We stayed up so late
I couldn't believe it was true
But maybe it was fate

I loved the way he smiled at me
And the way he held my hand
He made my dreams come true
And my knees so weak, I couldn't stand

I loved his funky hair
Even his cologne
I miss all the times we had
Just being alone

I miss when we fell asleep together
Only, I still lie awake
Just to hear him breathing
Was more than I could take

And with his arm around me
I would rest my head
I would listen to his heart beating
Nothing needed to be said

I knew it was too good to be true
I felt the silence on the phone
I knew it was over
With the way he took his tone

It wasn't rash
And it didn't seem planned
But with that phone call
I was canned

He said we'd still be friends
But that was just a lie
I don't like to let it show
But for him I still cry

I wish I had him back
That it was just him and me
But I've lost him altogether
At least I've got the memory