You and what you've done

I thought I knew it all,
I remember my first fall
Not a fall that broke my leg,
But a fall that cracked my stone hard head.

It hit me where it hurts
I mean, you were my first
Sometimes I think you were my last too
Cause I can’t imagine moving on from you

I’m learning to trust myself
I’m tired of begging for help
I need to be strong, I need to move on
I need to remember that “us” is all wrong

So you did again, good job
You broke a strong girls heart
And now I remember why I hate you so much
A love that I hate to love

I hate that I love you...