By Order Of Her Majesty (Part 79)

I belong...In the service of the queen
With my past staring back at me
Because once again I find you long gone
Time and time again... it isn't healthy being alone

Watching life crash down,
Isn't for the likes of me.
Hanging on to something,
That simply cannot be.

Just before I hit the bottom,
I'm going to climb back up
You and me isn't reality,
Perhaps, its time to leave this fantasy.

Ive tried to run, tried to hide,
Can’t wake up, but cant sleep right
Might have to turn and face you,
Towards this object I must desire.

But this wonder is not mine to tame,
And gladly I would surrender my attempts
So I cannot be harmed by this longing or sorrow
Torn apart by your words, I will leave you for now,
Perhaps to never return again, into the service of the Queen.