Gone But Never Forgotten

I see you grandma watching me
I'm hoping that you would come back and everything would be okay again
Wishing everytime I woke you'd still be alive
You left the world now to me the world died along with you
No one or nothing could replace the that was and still is in my heart
Everyone thought it hurt them the most, though they knew you longer I knew you so well
The impact of your death hurt me so much more than everyone else would never know
I wish that you would see me grow up
I know that you will, but not in the same way I always thought you would
So much hate,rage, and pain now fill so many lives

Cecilia...is in love with a man that will never love her back
She hates that we tell her the truth
Denial fills her mind when mom tells her these things
I ask her one simple question and all hell breaks loose to her
She tells me to shut the hell up in an icy voice in Spanish though
Mom defends me telling her not to talk to me like that
I try to help her open her eyes
I guess she doesn't want help or she doesn't want to open them at all

GRANDMA even though your gone you are and never will be forgotten
Everyday I suffer without you here, but one day I know I will see you again