How I feel is hard to describe
When all I feel is numbness inside
The medicine takes away my crying
But not my wanting the feeling of dieing
I'm pushing the edge just waiting to fall
hitting the ground feeling no pain at all
I want the impact the feeling of pain
all my cutting and slicing in vain
I want my emotions they took them away
How I feel is hard to say
Where are my happy blue skies or my sad gloomy days?
Im pushing the edge just waiting to fall
Hitting the ground feeling no pain at all
I want the impact the feeling of pain
All my cutting and slicing in vain
