Change in my life

My life is like a big circle
it never seem to go right
ever time i fall in love or began to like
they end up leaving me and i be left alone crying all night
i made a promise a promise to my self
not to get to close to any body else
it time for me to make a change in my life
start thinking about me and what i can do right
or i would be depress for the rest of my life
from this day forward I'm going to make a change not to get to close unless i know he feel the same