I cant take this pain anymore!

I can't take this pain anymore!
Its killing me inside...
everything that i hide,
all these feelings, and all these tears, that have been built up throughout these years.
He's killing me!
Why can't he just see, that with my mom is where i want to be?
What is he doin' this for?
He never cared before!
He never cared..
when i was hurting, or crying,
he didn't even notice when i stopped trying!

I can't take this pain anymore!

I can't take how he's always lying!
Because in the end , i am always the one left crying!
I swear some of the things that God throws at me are a lil hard to believe,
and yet i am ALWAYS the one that he tries to decieve.
Please! Someone, my HEART, needs to be relieved.
because i can't take this pain anymore!
*Vanessa*