I’ve lost again,
To my pain,
There is no end.
People wonder why I mutilate,
Well they haven’t been through,
All this hate.
They aren’t there when I cry,
And they don’t care,
That I wish I could die.
What is this that I feel,
Why is this hatred inside of me,
More real then it could possibly be.
Not sure whether it’s love or hate,
But I don’t care,
Let’s get that straight.
If I cut; just stay away,
Because if you care,
That’s the only way.
I can’t forget about you,
Because no matter what I do,
I’ll always love you.
So if I cause myself pain,
Maybe I’ll forget about you,
Or otherwise go insane.
I’m not afraid to lose,
Although I want to win,
Because I’ve lost; once again.
