Forgive me father for i shall sin. i will never be perfect especially if perfect is you.all i will be is me. i may go to hell for the hate i hold deep with in, but i will join you there maybe then you will see me despite your blindness. forgive me father for you never knew me and now maybe you to late.it is not my fault you choose to shy away from ever loving me,but then to you everything is. i wish i could know you,but how do you know a man whose only emotion is anger. i wish i could tell you what you have done to me and how your complete lack of affection burns like a hot flame to my skin. even if you do Listion this time would you even care? father i forgive you of your sins even if you never care what i have become,rather than what you wish me to be.
