Dont lie to yourself, like i do

Dear mom thank you
for being what you've been
helping me when i want to die
making me want to live again

when you found out what i did
you tried to understand
you held me close and hugged me
and never let go of my hand

all my friends were there for me
and they all really cared
they all helped me so much
nothing will ever compare

when they saw the cuts
they didn't need to take my knife
their love had cured me
and i didn't want to take my life

my boyfriend was always there
he knew when now to talk
he caught me up in all his love
and carried me when i couldn't walk

Ive gotten over my rape
and Ive forgiven my dad
now i have the best friends
that Ive ever had

my boyfriends dad got better
so thats good as well
now things are going great
no longer a living hell

i dint wanna kill myself
i love my new life
i don't wanna cut again
i have set down my knife

so thank you for being there
helping me through and through
wait, now why am i writing a suicide note?
o thats right.....NONE OF THIS IS TRUE.

nothing has changed. everything is just as bad as always, though id try a new twist. please vote and comment. and sorry its not very good