Pop off the cap,
Pour them into your hand.
Try not to think about your loved ones,
Hopefully they will understand.
Remember how he broke your heart,
And that's when it all begun.
Go into your room and close the door,
As you swallow the pills one by one.
Write a note to your family,
And make sure you say:
“I love you with all my heart,
Hopefully we will meet again someday.â€
Tell them it is just too hard,
Going through the day feeling like this.
When all of your thoughts are circled around suicide,
And when you know you will not be missed.
Then get pictures of you and your friends,
And on the back write a note.
Tell them you loved them to death,
And you are sorry you had to go.
One last letter, written to god,
Tell him you can’t stand this place.
Say you are sorry for taking the easy way out,
And trying to erase your face.
Tell him your heart is just sinking
But it will never hit the ground.
You can’t stand this heartache,
And you can’t bear this sound.
Tell him your cuts are happening more frequently,
And your eating less and less,
You cry yourself to sleep
And wake up in a mess.
People are scared by your acts,
So they leave you all alone
When all you ever needed
Is a heart built of stone.
In the end just say
That you loved him to death.
So when you say his name,
You will take your very last breath.
