Just one night
It was all it took
You left me standing there
and there I shook.
I did not run after you
I just watched you walk by
My body held me back
No matter how hard I did try.
I tried to ignore my brain
It was telling me to let you go
I knew you did not want me
Around you and your co.
As I watched you go away
Tears filled my eyes
I did not bother to wipe them
For each tear represented a lie.
Each lie I told you
Hurt my heart
It was unimaginably painful
It felt like it was being pierced with a dart.
I drop to the ground
My energy drains away
It goes down through the cold icy floor
And there it lay.
I cannot believe you
You just left me there
You abandoned me
You just left me in fear.
As I have grown
I now have realized
The pain I had cause you
I should have sympathized.
Going back to standing there
What kept me from you was just one sheet of glass
No matter how much I screamed and banged
That one sheet of glass would not let me pass.
I know you did not want me
But you could at least have told me decently
I guess that’s not how you work
Just decided to leave me be.
Screw you I now have a man
And I am back on my feet
I love him to death
And he is no cheat.
I guess I should thank you
For teaching me
The lessons I needed to no
To live life beautifully.
