Haunt of my Mind

*this my first post on this site definetly not my last, i looooove to write poetry not usually stuff like this but.. what can i say i was in a dark mood*

I'm about to break surrounded by the lies,
They keep pushing down the line stressing my demise,
I can't find away to escape these little things of terror,
I've got no thought control and no hopes for the future,
These things never leave and never sleep they just haunt my memory,
Showing me clouded visions of things I thought meant something to me,
I've lost the thoughts of happiness i thought were true,
I was sadly mistaken and I had know Idea what to do,
I think its time to pull out the old gun and put it against my head,
Pull the trigger and pump my head full of lead,
so to you I say good bye,
with the absence of me have a better life