Through Me

My blood now is flowing
How good it is to feel and see
Something in me wants you to watch this
So I’ll describe it through the eyes of me

As I take the blade
And press it against my arm
Nothing else goes through my head
Except bad thoughts and inflicting self harm

Then as I push it deeper
I can see the blood start to flow
The blade leaves it’s bloody footprints
As I make it walk hard and slow

Down my arm I drag it
And let my tears and feelings free
Then my mind goes blank
And my point in life I cannot see

This is what goes through my head
And what is deep within
As I take the blade
And press it against my skin