Why did I let him have control,
of every joint, of every bone.
Why did I let go of my soul,
when I picked up that phone.
Why do I still feel like this?
So many tears, so many stings.
Why can’t this be healed by a kiss?
I was just a puppet with no strings.
He manipulated me, it was so slow,
He controlled my thoughts and mind.
He used me but I didn’t know,
Somehow he made me blind.
I was trapped in a maze and couldn’t get out,
The exits were too slim.
His stupid words muted my shout,
I had no one to cling to but HIM.
He was so important to my life,
He was my closest friend,
He gave me pain, he gave me strife,
I still didn’t let it end.
That’s why I did all that dumb stuff,
You’ve got to understand,
I truly had had enough,
I couldn’t even move my hand!
Seriously, I’m not dumb,
and I didn’t want to do those things,
Believe me my body was numb,
