I want to be myself sometimes I admit I do
Never asked to be alone, my veins are suddenly more blue
Wonder why they are more visible and inviting some days and not others
More than ever before I just want to hide under these covers
This bed is where I come to get away and where I cry
No one can see me, no one can hurt me here, not sure why
The little things don’t matter anymore, and they use to bring great joy
It hurts, its in a thousand pieces, he doesn’t know its not a toy
This bed is comfort, where I spend most my time all the passing day
I will get out, just need to heal before I go back out to play
One of these times I’ll ace. The pain will no longer subside
Things leveled I’ll be weathered to withstand the tide
Fear of the ocean dissipates in new found greatness within
Inner strength empowers, overtakes all the mistakes and sin
Going to show the world what strengths in me that sometimes that can’t see
I’m switching it up cause some things make me wild but I’ll prove I can conquer anything
