Starting over, not sure where to begin, what a mess.
Don’t know why I’m here, sick of them saying God bless.
Hit by a brick the other day.
Just when I started to think I was okay.
Can’t really come up with something new.
It doesn’t really matter what I do.
To deep, I’m engulfed in this unbearable heat.
Things worsening, it’s a joke to think I can still beat.
I’ve lost everything I’ve grown to live for.
Taken all at once, thy soul is lost, it tore.
Can’t even quiet my thoughts, I want my head to break.
Totally checked out, reality calls me to decide which road to take.
Losing all saneness that may still exist inside.
Never a quitter, never been so alone, just want to hide.
Every time I get up to try again, I trip, I fall.
Face first, they knock me down before I get a chance to hold my head up and stand tall
