My Kingdom

There's so many thoughts inside of my head
Of ideas and words that have never been said
Of lies and truths that I've hidden from you
Of pain and tears that you couldn't undo.

So many cuts, and things you've never seen
In this kingdom of misery where I reign queen
A handful of memories I buried deep inside
And you'd never imagine all the tears I cried.

There's a whole other world that I live in
I wish I could show you, but where to begin
Remains a mystery, for there's so much to see
And no words are enough to describe it truely.

So much you should know, yet I just can't say
The stories that made me who I am today
My reasons for needing that razorblade kiss
And the truths behind all these scars on my wrist.

You want me tell you, but I'm taking my time
Because I know that when you cross that line
From your reality to mine, where sanity lacks
It'll shatter your world...but there's no turning back.