Last night

I sat by the fire
where my dog last stayed for he last 3 days

i thought about him and
had a couple tears drop by

i asked for my other dog to
come over and lay next to me

i saw he didn't even budge
through the thick darkness

i went into my brothers room
and he followed me in

i called him up to sit on the bed
beside me and one of my brothers

i started to get tired so
i left their room and went to mine

i opened the door and as i was
walking out he followed

i thought it was strange because
he doesn't like to sleep with me

i started to put my blankets together
when all of a sudden he jumped in

i then turned off my light and
when i noticed i forgot to do something

i turned my light back on
when i then fixed my problem

i told him to stay there and
when i turned around he didn't even budge an inch

i went back in bed and told him
to come lay next to my head

i noticed that he was happy to
do so even though he never did before

i started to cry and ask my other dog in heaven to show me everything was going to be ok

i was being licked on the face
while saying how i wish he was there with me

i cried with joy because deep down i knew it was spuds spirit for that little moment inside CJ's body.