Can't Love You

I say I'm not in love
But then why am I writting this
Why am I so desperate
Why are you still the one I miss

After everything you did
How can it still be true
But my friends even see it
I'm still in love with you

I don't want to be
It's been killing me inside
We have been over for so long
But there are feelings I still hide

I can no longer cry
My eyes are out of tears
I cried all my tears for you
Weren't here to take away the fears

I'm not in love anymore
The passions just not there
But if that is really true
I could take away without care

But I can't pick up my bags
And turn my face away
Can't give up on you now
When I think of you everyday

Don't think that theres a chance
That we could ever be
The way it always was
With only you and me

But there's still some hope
Left inside my heart
The only thing worth keeping
Yet it's tearing me apart

All the times I've been crushed
Thinking you still love me
I know that I still love you
But I tell myself that can't be