This life is so confusing
Doing stupid things that make my life harder
From my sexuality to the way I feel
How do I know that this is really real?
Living in this world with many questions in my head,
Should I live or Should I die?
Don't want to live any longer with this pain in my heart
Did many mistakes that I regret
One that changed the way I felt
One kiss without a word
Changed our feelings to a war
Don't know what side to take
But want to shut myself for just a break
How can I turn back time?
Take these questions out of my mind
My life has turned upside down
Don't know what to do
Looking for a way
To see right through you.