I asked god to show me
I asked him to set me free
And now you have
My wings are stretched
I’m ready to fly
But I’m hurt and damaged inside
It makes it slow
It stops my journey and causes pain
I don’t believe when I hear I love you anymore
because I believed you loved me once
and now I know you loved someone more
they say the hardest thing to do is
watch the one you love
love someone else
Its true
Its happened to me and
now I know now I was not number one on your list
I feel it deep inside me
I have been set free
because now I know there is no future for you and me
but I have also been hurt
because now I know she was always on your mind
when you said I love you
you wanted it to be her
your feelings for her will not end
as mine for you will forever be deep in my soul
and all I can do is watch you
watch you love someone else
I have been set free
but there is a ugly chain connected to my ankle
it will be there forever
and I will never believe someone loves me again
because I have been scared with pain
Be happy dearest love
It is worth my pain for your happiness
I love you forever more
your scars will always be an ugly chain on my ankle holding me back
but I’m caged no longer
finally I can stretch my damaged wings
and try to get used to flying being restricted
by an ugly old chain