How I wish

How I wish I had been there to see your smiling face
How I wish I had noticed all the stuff you had to say

How I wish I had told you
How much you mean to me
How I wish I had hugged you
Instead of bringing you tears

How I wish i had said something special and kind
How I wish I had the time to go back just to see you laugh

How I wish I had a minute to stare into your eyes
How I wish I had done somehting to hold you in my arms

How I wish I knew what was going on
How I wish I had open my heart just to see your soul

How I wish I had been careful
to not let you slip away
How I wish I had been at least curious about your sudden dispair

How I wish I could go back and fix my mistakes
Cuz now baby, my life is full of regrets

**dedicated to the love of my life that passed away**