AS LONG AS I HAVE YOU

I Post That Gun To My Head
With Thoughts Of Family In Mind
How Their Hands Came Over Strong,
Words That Through Me Like A Ragdoll,
And The Incessant View Of Being Alone.

I Place That Knife To My Throat
As I Hear The Words Of Fake Friends
How They Left Me When Things Got Rough,
Their Faces Merely There But Words That Shower Me With Pain,
And The Fact That They Were Never Enough.

I Place That Rope Around My Neck
And The Other End Tied To The Branch
With Ideas Of Reflection Of Thyself,
How I’m Weakened When I Look In The Mirror
From Those Sad Words From Everyone Else.

I Lie That Blade To My Wrists
Numbed Be Pain Of The Past And Old Tears I Shed,
I Drag The Blade Along My Vein
While I Bleed To Death
But Never Compares To The Invisible Pain.

I Take My Gun, My Rope, My Knife, My Blade
And I Place Them In The Truth But Still In Back Of Mind
With Thoughts Of One True Love And Friend Who Cares...
God May Pain Me And I May Just Cry But He Blessed Me
Enough To Give Me One True Friend Who’s There.

Suicide Thoughts Disappear As Long As I Have You...
You Outdo What The Blade, Gun, Rope, Or Knife Could.
You End My Pain With Words Of Truth....
Fighting Battles Of Suicide And Pain But You Help Me Beat The Game
My Horrid Thoughts Are Invisible As Long As I Have You.

~!Heather Craig!~
yeah i didnt know what this should be posted under because it displays a lot of the topics but the person it refers to in the poem is Matt.