Confusion

Torment me day,
love me at night.
Scare me away,
keep me from fright.
Scream at me loud,
whisper in my ear.
Make me cry,
dry my tears.
Find my will,
block my way.
Ask me to go,
beg me to stay.
Im so alive,
feel so dead.
Always to happy,
full of dread.
Never cried,
born to weep.
Wrists so clean,
cuts too deep.
open to everyone,
always closed,
secretive life,
feelings exposed.

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