I close my eyes so you wont see the rain, i close my heart so you don't see the pain. And i hate myself for getting so close to you. you came when i needed someone the most to take you in was all i could do. But now you know i made a mistake, you never really cared for me, your so selfish you cant even see. I trusted you with everything i had i ran to you first, when something went bad. I fooled myself to believe that everything you said was actually true. So now i sit here tears in my eyes, i think to myself and i cant help but cry. You will never know why I'm upset and i guess ill always regret the day that we met. For someone who meant so much, you know how to dissapoint me in such a way. If it helps you where a hero to me, a person i looked up to. So take the picture you have of me, burn it until its no longer real then you'll have exactly how i feel. Losing you was hard enough but i don't want to walk away feeling i never meant anything you you.
