You could be dead

As i sit and read the I'm you sent
i begin to shake
for you said you almost died
as i let a single tear run from my eye
and let out a silent sigh
you told me the reason your still alive, is you didn't have anymore pills
so as i pace the floor i know i don't matter to you anymore.....
so as i say my final goodbye
raise my head high and hope you hold on...
until we leave this forsakin place
and move on
i love you teddy :(