Wanting To End The Life...But I'm Here!

My friend calls me up and says
He doesn't wanna live anymore!
Saying with a crying heart that
'No One' don't love him,
'No One' don't care about him,
'No One' wouldn't have to be
Worried where he is...
ANYMORE!!!

For me, hearing this from
The one of my friends saying this
I just wanted to cry
And hold him with comfort & support!!!
But I couldn't keep it in anymore...
I wanted to keep a secret from him
That I had some tears coming out of my eyes!!

He asked am I crying?
I said to him "No, I just have a cold!"
I knew he probably could tell!
Then I wiped my tears away
And tried to stop crying...

I needed to be here for him..
I needed to say something..
By me feeling of him wanting to go
And never coming back was the one
Thing I didn't want to lose!!!

Opening my heart
I said "I cared about him"
"I don't wanna lose him as a friend,
Especially, as a person who has a lot of
Talent to share with the world!!!"

When I said he was being silent
I thought that he probably hang up the phone
And just didn't want to listen to me!!!
...
...
Then I heard him...
With a slight sigh I heard him cry!

By hearing him cry
I knew he was lost & confused
Listening him open up to me
I was glad he called me on time!
I wised that I could gave him a big hug
For him not to feeling this way!!!

*Copyright 2005 by Sedusha*

*This is slightly true... but then it's not I just wanted to share in this poem that if someone had a problem I would *maybe* cry but I'll try to give my all at the point!!! Everyone, God Bless & Plz rate/comment on this poem...Thank you!*