To Bobbie

Ever since my stupid mistake i have been wishing i hadn't said it was over.. not only did i break your heart i broke my own.. i was blind to see that you were in love but you were the one for me.. you found me and i let you go.. i know now it was the biggest mistake of my life.. it was also the hardest.. i wish i could talk to you again and tell you how much i care but in know i can't because you moved away and it's a new year.. it's been a year and 3 months since i said good-bye but we talked a few times in between but i was taken.. you were sad and of course i broke your heart again.. for the past 10 months i have been dreaming of you coming back to me.. I'm single for you now and your not here.. when someone does come into my life then you will too but we won't have another chance so until the day comes that we will meet i will be here waiting for you.. that's how pure my love it for you.. you promised me you would never break my heart and i promised you too but i did and I'm sorry i was stupid and wasn't thinking straight so i hope that when you do come back you will take me back.. you were my first love and i want you to be my last..

--This is dedicated to Bobbie.. he moved to Michigan and i broke up with him..i don't know why but i did.. but i love him.. i don't know if he's locked up or dead.. but i hope he is alive and will come back for me some day..--