New birth

The world around me is tearing apart,
All the losing battles of the heart,
Sometimes I wish I could flip a switch,
And disappear because i feel that i am a glitch,
a misstep in society,
a failed experiment in propriety,
take me off the face of the earth,
let me appear in darkness with new birth,
The darkness will be my home and where i reside,
my old life in the world will have died,
No memories of the past,
or thoughts of the universe being so vast,
it'll just be me and the darkness,
i think i could live without the abusiveness,
of the world around me,
so me and the darkness are a perfect match from what i can see...