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by Alli Jan 9, 2005 category : Sadness, depression / lost relationships
I guess yet again I'm not enough. I never will be, never can be. If only they knew the real me. All i can do is pretend. Because once they get a glimpse of whats really inside, they run away and hide. No one understands, its not even that hard. I just want to be needed. I simply need to be wanted. But everyone just pushes me away. And I'm so sick of this game I'm forced to play. I feel so empty inside, like theres something i must be missing. But no one is listening. No one hears me crying out. Even when I'm screaming right in their face, they just make me feel out of place. I want to be pretty, i want to look nice, i want to be someones only, i want to be different. But all i can do is stand here plainly...