I have wasted many tears,
I have gave in to many of my fears.
I've even ruined friendships of many years.
All because of you,
all because of what you put me through.
i thought i liked you,
i thought i loved you,
but it was all just a crush i had on you.
How could i be so blind,
how could i even think of calling you mine?
You have moved on,
and so have i.
We have both have said our goodbyes.
We never got a chance to be boyfriend and girlfriend.
We never even got the chance,
to call each other friends.
It was a crush,
that's all it really was.
Sure we had our staring contests,
and our smiles,
but now all thats left,
is regretful smiles...
of what we thought we could have,
of what we thought we could share.
Only to realize neither one of us never truly cared,
of being together...
