At night I cry myself to sleep,
Thinking of what could have be,
Dripping blood into my bed,
Wondering why I could have died instead,
Passion falls into my heart,
Bloody tears run down my chest,
My head is wondering how it could have been,
If i had never been born,
Or gone forever more,
Wanting you is so much harder,
Than overcoming my deepest fear,
Listening to noises outside my window,
Crying into the deep blue night,
Wishing for forever might.
