Assault

I know you won’t believe me
I shouldn’t even try…
I know that those lies are all your willing to see…
But I have to explain myself; I can’t just sit back and cry…
He came over one day after school…
We sat alone, for no one else was home
I thought he was nice, thought he was cool
Throughout the house I let him roam
He found my bed
Sat upon it, called my name
I thought in my head...
Would this be fun…will I ever be the same?
I closed the door,
He slid his hands down my pants
I told him no and fell onto the floor
He came up beside me and let his hands linger…
I said no again but he was too strong…
He lay on top of me and with his finger
He unzipped my pants; couldn’t he tell something was wrong?
Didn’t he know that I didn’t want this?
Couldn’t he hear me cuz I was now screaming?
He finished, and tried to give me a kiss
I told him to leave, but the tears were now streaming
He said we were over, but I already knew
He slammed the door shut,
I didn’t know what to do…
The next day, people all thought I was a s-lut
No one would listen, they didn’t believe
That, the popular jock, would dare assault anyone, let alone me
They all thought I was mad, because we had broken up they thought I was trying to deceive
I know you don’t believe me
I know I shouldn’t even try
But now all I’m asking is wont you let me be…
Stop taunting and hurting me…I just want to die…

Hayley ©