Un-named #2

How did this happen
i just don't know
I've taken action
I'm letting go

I'm leaving this world
i surrender my soul
my names been called
as i enter the cold

the pain is overwhelming
my eyes are heavy
the blood keeps growing
I'm joining the many

the tears stream down
as i lay in my bed
my time is now
i lay my head

don't cry for me
this was fate
my pain you couldn't see
you are too late

**i wrote these poems almost 2 years ago..so as u can see, i never actually went Through with any of it**