When I first found out you liked me, I never knew that it could change my life forever. The day I found out you liked me I was so happy. There wasn't a frown on my face, and for once I felt like I actually belonged in a special place. That day I told my friends about you they kept saying I didn't really care about you and they kept bringing me down. They'd say stuff like "he doesn't really mean anything deep in your heart, you're just playing the game of love and it's time for your part." Well it wasn't true and we both knew that I really liked you. We'd call each other on the phone, yet sometime we didn't have our conversations all alone. Even though we didn't get to sit together on the bus I never sat with another guy, I always sat with one of my girls or alone. I just wanted to prove to you how much I really cared. Even though we didn't get to see each other very much we still e-mailed each other everyday. When I would say "baby I'm scared" he'd always say "don't be afraid baby it'll all be okay." But it wasn't okay, it didn't work out and I felt like I couldn't live just one more day. I just prayed at night that I could just grow wings and fly away. I begged for you back. I told you I was sorry and I said it was all my fault yet it was mostly yours. Your heart used to be opened to me but now it just feels like it's closed doors. You never really got to see how much I really cared about you. You should have stayed a little longer because I know our love could have grew. I begged for you back even if it was just one more day. I told you I loved you and didn't want you to go because it was to early to just give up and throw it all away. Now you have her heart in this scary game of love. I know we're no longer together and I know that no one's to blame you were just in loves crazy game. Even if you were just "playing your part" you still took my heart and shattered it like glass and now I have to prepare for my future but yet learn from my past......
This is to my *X - Boy*....I still care about you and I know you still care about me...we're meant for each other and I mean that! I really like you and I just wish that you could understand how much I really do care....Love ya!
Love
Nickie
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