Here I am again showing no emotions like I did before,
why is it so difficult for me to open that door,
I am feeling so much hurt and pain right now,
trying to get over this but I don't know how,
I have perfected this happy act I do,
what would people think if they only knew,
knew things like I really do get sad,
or that's what's wrong when I act mad,
So I try and forget then go out with friends drinking,
that way no one really knows what I am thinking,
this time though I am going to stick around and not runaway,
it might do me some good to just face this and stay.
