Me Against the World

I can blame myself,
I can blame the world,
I can blame my so called best friend,
blame my so called boyfriend,
blame everyone who said they loved me,
because it turns out they didn't mean it,

all the things I believed back fired on me,
I believed I had a best friend,
I believed I had a boyfriend who love ME,
turns our he loved someone else,
him and my best friend left me in the dust,
they shoved it in my face,
and left me this way,

I can't turn to my parents,
haven't talked to them in years,
this on going silent continues,
can't turn to God,
I have committed to many sins,
it would take too many years,
for me to be forgive,
can't turn to my other friends,
they chose the other side,

its me against the world,
losing only took a matter of time,
no one will understand,
not my parents,
not my friends,
not my ex- boyfriend,
or ex- best friend,
not the world or my state,
not my city,
not the police,
they'll write down on the report,
cause of death: suicide,
which is partly a false,
suicide only helped,
the real cause of death,
was because the world turned it's back.