ReCiPe To SuIcIdE

This time too deep
this time to far
more then just a cut
More than just a scare,

farther then the skin
just enough to bleed
just enough to unleash
the anger inside of me

could it really be that bad?
how much longer will it take?
I'm on the verge of sleep
how long before i wake?

heres my frozen fate
I'm giving it to you
it weighs to much for me what else am i supposed to do?

should i keep it in
bound beneath my soul
so it eats away and
leaves an instructive hole?

or should i let it loose
just to bite me in the ass
because my mind is filled with hate and my heart is made of glass

we fear because we hate
and i hate life with a passion
mixed with pain and love
then add some last emotion

Ive made him a vow
so not to deep and not to far
this time just a cut
this time just a scare

i don't think its safe
waking with the hope to die
but this time the hopes
have left waiting to pass me by..