The pain is deep
But all i feel is the cold metal forced to my skin
All i see is the tears thats start to flow down my arm
All i hear The screams raging
in disappointment
All lies No choices
All doubt No life
No one knows what he took
advantage
No one knows how close i am to the edge of slipping away
No one knows how weak i am
Or how broken
I cant believe what I've become
I don't know how i got here
Or when the lies rumored
Should i jump
Or swallow
It seems as if looking at these
lines up and down my arm
Are getting old
My
My life
Disgrace