I just can't help but write
these bad thoughts.
I wish I could,
but cruel and sad memories are all I've got.
I'm so sick and tired
of looking down,
I can't hold back these tears anymore,
tell me why can't anyone see this frown?
My body aches with people's cruel intentions,
and their actions that I've seen.
Please make it stop, because I can't,
this poor little girl is only fourteen.
Oh, how much I always
just want to run away.
For I feel my life is so rough,
this is a role that no one could ever play.
How much further
do I have to face this?
Now no one can help me,
everyone thinks my life is bliss.
People look,
but they are too blind to see my doubts.
So many times I've been hurt, it's just too much,
and all I want to do is shout.
Scars have the power
to tell that the truth is real.
My scars are stained in my heart,
I don't want to hold this pain that I constantly feel.
People tell me to move on,
but my whole world is black and red.
It's so hard to see another day
when you're so confused up in the head.
I can't even sleep at night anymore
because something is crawling in my skin.
Please, somebody, hear my terrible cry
and hear my bleeding heart, my life is hanging on a hinge.
