Please God

Cut my life into pieces feel as if I can't go on, I cannot continue to mourn. You were the friend I always thought would be there now I can't seem to find you anywhere.

You were the one I could turn to, and you knew you could count on me too. I loved you and never had a chance to tell you, I used to cut just to release the pain of losing you.

Why did god take the only friend I had? Was I really that bad? I thought I was a good child, always tame never wild.

He was special in every way, I still think of him everyday. Please god give him back, I will change all of my ways just to hold him once. I love him still and I always will I guess you needed him as part of your will.