No Life

I don't know how to tell you
that I'm not as happy as I look.
I've lost something forever,
my sanity is what you took.

Most of the time I'm sad.
I sit at home and cry.
I write depressing poems
and make cuts upon my thigh.

At school I try to act normal
and laugh along with the rest.
I feel like they are always judging me,
everything is a test.

I don't know who I can trust anymore.
I don't even what to live.
But what am I suppose to do
when there's no life left for me to give?