Excuses

I'm sorry I'm not here with answers
On why I'm never there;
You just need to remember the real me
And know that I've always cared.

Together or apart,
It was always one of the two
I'm sorry you wasted your life on me,
Because I see now, I never helped you.

I dont understand why you changed
Or maybe it's just me,
But seems like everyone else sees it
Are you just too blind to see?

I gave up EVERYTHING I had
To deal with regret and shame,
But now all you're giving me,
Is the last thing you have to blame.

I'm sorry I can't explain to you
Or let you hear what you need,
But hey, I've always been a f000
up,
This is just another excuse for my heart to bleed.

Copyright (C) Rita Bintz 2005